currently in wales staying at this beautiful manor house that my Aunty has rented for a long weekend to celebrate her 50th. it was a long and boring and arguement filled journey down. got here for 10 yesterday and everyone was pissed as a fart so we joined in. leading to us staying up till 3am on singstar with a lesbian couple (BOTH CALLED SARAH- funny) we had just met it was great. today the sun was shining we got some shishas out and went in the pool and played quick cricket and it was exciting and so much fun! i’m lookimg forward to the james bond night tomorrow night. wooo

i’m getting so worked up about shit and i just want to enjoy life. like the other night me and sam were talking about Uni and he was saying how he wouldn’t want to be with me, and it got me all confused like if you love someone you can’t just give them up that easy just for a few shags of freshers week and like why be so anti-girlfriend. it upsets me and well i hate thinking to far ahead i just want to live for the moment because at the moment life is great, i have the most amazing friends and that and college is good  the sun is shining and i have plenty of parties to look forward to. i just don’t want to be thinking and over thinking all this shit like why should i wait for sam to end it before Uni and why don’t we do it now. i just dont see what makes now different to then. but only god knows what his plan is for me. 

yesiliketodothechacha94:

if creepers and dip dye were diseases, my college would have to be quarantined! the amount of dumb-asses i see wandering around trying to be grimes or a white member of odd future, it’s embarrassing!

my driving lesson was good. its scary driving :( but i’m improving heheheh 

had such a lovely evening with my favorite girls, was a little bit upset about people who couldn’t make it but also heard some nasty stuff one person said so i’m glad they didn’t come. we had such a gossip about one particular girl and just laughed and the whole indian would go quiet at the exact time one of us would swear or was talking about sexual things. i was absolutely stuffed after the meal and we stayed around for drinks and things and then paid the bill which was a faff in itself! a few people left to go home and then the rest came back to mine and we had some wine and just chillaxed watching numerous episodes of Gavin and Stacey. then set up our beds and got all cosy watching some tele programme on pranksters or something like that! i had such a lovely night and got some really cute and amazing presents. including a fantastic card by stanners and a cactus (called tony) from jess. oh fab fab fab

firstly i had my first driving lesson this morning and it was scary but i progressed well but still mega scared. i then came home, sat and chilled with my brother eating nerds and malteasers. i got money for driving, bunch of flowers, helium balloon, rhubarb, lovely watch, vouchers, cushion, angel night light. Sam bought me some adorable star earrings with red ruby’s on them and also bought me the florence and the machine vinyl which was wicked. His mum bought me some slippers and some lovely dangle earrings and his dad bought me some ‘L’ plates hehe. how exciting! and i went out to Teeside with Sam and we went to watch the Dictator at the cinema and that was pretty funny! then he treated me to a pizza express and it was just lovely lovely lovely :) came home and popped off at my wilko’s house and she gave a glass of rose and we chatted (with sam there) and she bought me a gorgeous pandora bracelet one of the ropey ones with a beautiful angel charm on it i am so greatful. its gorgeous and well i loves it. hehe i had the best. got some lovely texts off my pals and lots of facebook posts! hehe FAB DAY

and i’m sat here eating malteasers and watching top gear.. ahh lazy day my driving lesson this morning was mega scary! 

getting my nose pierced tomorrow. eek